Thoughts

Peace and love.......deb

This page is just for my thoughts and quotes that have helped me lately.

Not a blog but I will be updating when it strikes me. Thanks for taking time to share them with me!

There comes a point in your life when you realize:

Who matters,
Who never did,
Who won't anymore...
And who always will.
So, don't worry about people from your past,
There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Thanks dear friend for sending me this, it says it all doesn't it? Love you so much, deb ;)

"I really like to see you doing your writing again. You have these ebbs and flows with your mediums. Depending on where you are in your heart, depends on what you choose to muse with. The pain comes through in the poems, but so does your hope. Keep finding your way. Love Always, Pam" Pam Pitts, Feb 2009

Here is a new one for you.......

Nothing Else Matters

Troubles, like mud thrown hard enough

Shrouds any glimmer of hope

Empty lives making another's tough

They're sinking as they tighten the rope

Guilt will not wash away, no way,

No matter how furious the storm's rage

It stains like my blood on linen today

Now they rush to turn another page

Betrayal bleeds through their lines

Blinding to all who refused to see

Lies, rumors, denial as she pines

Deceit and greed is their only reality

The waves wash all the mud away

I am reborn of their anger and wrath

Strength of my convictions grows each new day

To see quite clearly the only true path

TWO sides, TWO stories, ONE untold

Only rumor and gossip fill that space

Love isn't something that feels THIS damn cold

Shame keeps them from seeing my face

But they have set me free to fly

From a cage too rusted and small

So save all your false love and whys

Because now I already have it all

My FREEDOM to fly

nothing else matters!

dcrowley May, 2009

Anywhere But Here

Sometimes I can still feel the wind too

Tickling my face with wisps of honey hair

The grass is tall and wet with dew

Running, falling, laughing, with no care

It seems so close, so far, so unreal

Time does not heal everything, I know

Empathy alone can't take you where I feel

Choke it down again, no one wants a show

Sunrise, sunset, wake up and forget

Do it again 'cause theres nothing else left

Too afraid, fear outweighed regret

That now heavily invades ears once deaf

Take me back there, take me forward, just

Take me any where but right here

Take another piece of me if you must

Give me compassion or take another tear

Day to night, black to white

Brings too many shades of gray

Dark too long to still see the light

Blind too long to see it slipping away

d crowley 2/07/2009

"I know many fine-feathered friends, and their friendliness depends on HOW you do.

They have many sure fired ways, to find out the ones who pay and how you (we) do......." Cat Stevens

"For you it may be a good time to whip out an angry paint brush and just go Picasso on its ass. Sketching out the dark things you can't get out of your mind when you try to rest. Don't create, just feel the colors. Nothing anyone else ever has to see, no formal lines and perfect planning, just hate that canvas and give it a lashing. Hell, you can have a ceremonial burning in the fire ring before the paint is even dry!" Pam Pitts 2009

A serious smudging ceremony ensued in the fire ring.....thanks for the smudge kit B, I sure needed it! Love ya, d

Precious New Spark

The flame tempts me like no other

The glass sits cold, awaiting my touch

My salvation, my friend, my lover

My sanctuary when the pain is too much

Let me again create the beauty, the joy

I've longed for too long in the dark

Or let me fly free of this employ

Let me find that precious new spark

Fickle fame, a blessing or a curse

False friends, envious enemies